Monday, June 29, 2009

one word

one word... "amazing"

Thursday, June 25, 2009

tell u wat

my bf... called me the other day, first early in the morning.. he told me that he got a bad dream.. .. in the dream, me and my mom were there.. we were in his bro's room and when he tried to meet me.. i went away.. so we were like perfect strangers to each others... then he woke up sad.. and directly called me...

he told me that he got sad, and first thing on his mind was to marry me as soon as possible... and so we decided to have a chat... on the phone he said... "lets chat babe, but after couple of games ok??!!?".. .. and then.. that day.. there was no chat at all.. .. till i called him.. and he was like... "babe im still playing PS3,..and im thinking about chatting tomorow morning.. is it ok??!!?".... and in the morning.. when i called.. he was still sleeping cant ofcourse he said that he misses me.... but we didnt chat that time.. cus he had to go to the bank.. ..

i told my friend about my bf's habit... he she said "kembang lambe"... wooo... lha bener.. dasar mouth flower!!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Happiness

sometimes ago, i chatted to a friend, ... he asked how am i doing.. i said im fine... and then i added... "do u know whats depressing... when i feel fine, some friends of mine said to me that i don't look happy... "...

my friend replied "don't worry... when u looked sad, it doesn't mean that u are..."...

finally I found the answer,.. after months of thinking, about my happiness.. like am i happy?.. or maybe I'm not happy but i denie it.. or.. maybe I'm not happy but I'm pretending that i am happy... then there was also a conclusion "i am pathetic"... and that made me sad and depressed....

.. , I think I'm fine,.. maybe not happy cus im not celebrating something.. but I'm fine.. .. and if I look unhappy, it doesn't mean i am unhappy...

I'm fine, and I'm enjoying my life.....

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Lelaki Nggambus yang Pede

lagi nonton film drama Korea.. Boys Before Flowers...
saya ndak hapal nama tokoh di situ satu satu...
tapi salah satu nya yang rambutnya dicat itu mirip Sule si pelawak...

lha kan yang kriting di film itu kan suka sama si cewek..
dia bilang ke si cewek kalo si cewek itu beruntung bisa menjadi pacarnya di luar sekolah... karena dia itu ganteng, tinggi dan kaya.. cuihh...

aku pernah tuh ketemu laki2 yang nggambus dan pede kayak gitu..
ostosmastis aku tersinggung to..
dia bilang "i can choose any girl / woman i want,.. but i dont do that.. cus i want u...only.."..

maksud dia ngomong gitu tuh biar aku merasa flattered.. lha flattered mu gedhi!!!!..
brarti kan dia menganggap aku drajat nya lebih rendah dari dia to?.. kurang ajyyaaarr.... kalo ada brambang bawang di depanku bisa aku rajang rajang sampek lembuttt!!!...

menurutku!!.. apesnya dia kalo suka sama aku.. dan apes nya dia lagi kalo dia itu ndeso!!!...

harta itu bisa dicari,.. ketampanan itu relatip.. dan kendesoan itu mutlak!!.. dia tuh ndeso banget kalo mikir aku bisa dibeli dgn uwang....

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