Tuesday, February 17, 2009

im not happy

for the last 4 days ive been crying,.. and i got tired...
i dunno what i need, but i do need help...
i cant be like this for the rest of my life...
im dying i know it very well...
but no one seems to care about it...

now im going to be selfish....

Friday, February 13, 2009

anniversary

today is valentine's day... and also our 6th anniversary... ha...
i deserve a chocolate from my bf... 6 years, and i never get any chocolate from him on valentine's day...

and today.. not even a call....
....
or an e-card...

if there is a stupid 27 years old woman,..
then.. she would be me....

and im not proud of it.....

6 years, ,,.. ,.. and my feeling is growing....

Thursday, February 12, 2009

?good? memory


saat itu, bagaikan Shinta yang disekap oleh Rahwana...
tapi bedanya, aku yang menyerahkan diri,.. walaupun Rahwana yang buas itu memang berniat menculik ku....

never hurting me

i never have u hurting me...
and so u make me not prepared to be hurt by u..
i have been comfortable with the way u treating me...
it scares me...
u scare me...