Saturday, January 19, 2008

Trial Marriage

saya nggak tahu, nulis ginian berarti bunuh diri atau nggak ya....

Have u ever heard about Trial Marriage??...
i have never heard about it.. but im now talking about it cus, i might gonna do it...

its crazy that when u love someone, ... well actually the only one that u love .. and u have that someone, and u want to have that someone for the rest of ur life...
.. like to marry that someone... but somehow u are still afraid.. like having a pre-wedding syndrome..

somehow, i feel i have a life of my own now... like i own my own life..
i have a job, i love my job.. i have salary.. i can afford my needs.. and i can give my mom some..
then i have my mom, my sisters, my brother.. gather here.. i feel fine ..
.. and then its time for me to get married.. well.. also i my self extremely wanna get married... and would like to give my whole life to the guy that i love,.. the guy that i choose to be my husband...

in my case, once i do it.. means i have to let go everything i have now..
.. like resign from my job, leaving my family.. and not thinking about filling my needs that much.. and give my life to the guy that i love... and have him taking care of me ...

TAPI... what if ... .. ..... ... .... ...

...
i have lotsa "what if .." questions..
and just today i gave those questions to the guy that i love.....
... he answered those questions in a simple answer ... "u can return to Indonesia anytime u want..."
...
so its like a trial marriage......
.....
it does sound scary.... but still i wanna get married soon!!.. so i can be with him...

i just wanna be with u...

11 comments:

ariwibowo said...

kata om-om Coldplay :
How can you know it if you don't even try?

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take

Damir2 an said...

Let's get married Ninings Chan
~kekeke

Nining Sutrisnaningsih said...

@ariw: kowe rak tau komen ning blogku, sekali komen kok syair coldplay....
nek jarene nina "nek durung gethun berarti durung njajal.."...

@mimin: sing ngundang aku nining chan kie duduk damir..
tapi sing sijine min... malah medeni...

Mbilung said...

trialnya free apa ndak?

stey said...

yakin lu ning?edaaan..setua ini aq malah blas g pernah mau trial merit,it is yes or no question. Once you pronounce your answer,you live with it!malah medeni ah ning trial barang,koyok meh mlebu UMPETAN..kekeke..

Nining Sutrisnaningsih said...

@pakde mbilung: trialnya mbayar.. mahal byanget.. sudah setahun ngumpulin untuk beli formulirnya aja masih belum dapet...

@stella: lha enake piye stell.. rumit.. dijalani sik...

starboard said...

wes ta, ndang mbojo. ben rak bingung meneh.

Hidup Ninings (harus pake s ya)?!

ahmed said...

Trial Marriage iku ndak Nikah coba-coba..?

Nikah kok coba-coba.... berani bener...

Saya lebih memilih trial software saja.

Kalau untuk marriage tidak perlu trial.. cukup sekali untuk selamanya... [once for a life time...]

ali said...

ndang nikah tenanan wae lak wis, ora usah trial2an, hehehe. padahal aku dewe yo ora wani. hehehe.

Nining Sutrisnaningsih said...

@starborad: masalahe bingung duite...

@ahmed: aku yo wedi kok.. kan tak tulis scary... cuman ya maw gimana lagi... semoga tetep sekali seumur hidup.. dan bahagia.. ngunu...

@ali:.. kw yo rak wani??.. huuu lelaki kebanyakan...

fiand said...

walah, yen aku mending Training Marriage, selain nyaman juga sudah dipastikan dapet sertipikat kawenn..!! enak toh...??